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this one's for you....rmm.
" I believe life is constantly testing us for our level of commitment, and life's greatest rewards are reserved for those who demonstrate a never-ending commitment to act until they achieve. This level of resolve can move mountains, but it must be constant and consistent. As simplistic as this may sound, it is still the common denominator separating those who live their dreams from those who live in regret."
-Anthony Robbins
Words to live by..
"Fear less, hope more;
Whine less, breathe more;
Talk less, say more;
Hate less, love more;
And all good things are yours."
"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense."
-Ralph Waldo Emerson
"Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself."
-Harvey Fierstein
"Perfect love is rare indeed - for to be a lover will require that you continually have the subtlety of the very wise, the flexibility of the child, the sensitivity of the artist, the understanding of the philosopher, the acceptance of the saint, the tolerance of the scholar and the fortitude of the certain."
-Leo Buscaglia
my favorite movies of all time..
-pretty woman
-count of monte cristo
-the replacements
-how 2 lose a guy in 10 days
-save the last dance
-breakfast at tiffany`s
-while u were sleeping
-forget paris
- xmen united
-bringing down the house
-love affair
-annie
-neverending story
-lilo and stitch
-finding nemo
-beauty and the beast
-land before time
-the philadelphia story
-bring it on
-matrix movies
-serendipity
-identity
-the green mile
-shawshank redemption
-fast and the furious
-west side story
-miracle on 34th street
-an officer and a gentleman
-notting hill
-city of angels
-center stage
-sleepless in seattle
-the cutting edge
-sabrina
-ice castle
-jerry mcguire
-armaggedon
-my bestfriend's wedding
-ohh and a lot more...hehe..i better stop now..
go check `em out! :)
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| the difference.. |
| 11.28.03 (12:36 am) [edit] |
Know the difference between "somebody you love" and
"somebody you like"
In front of the person u like, your heart beats faster
But in front of the person u love, you get happy.
In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring.
But in front of the person you like, winter is just
beautiful winter.
If you look into the eyes of the one you like, you blush.
But if you look into the eyes of the one you love, you smile.
In front of the person you like, you can't say
everything on your mind.
But in front of the person you love, you can.
In front of the person you like, you tend to get shy.
But in front of the person you love, you can show your
own self.
You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you
like. But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you love.
But when the one you like is crying, you end up
comforting. When the one you love is crying, you cry with them.
The feeling of like starts from the ear.
But the feeling of love starts from the eye.
So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all
you need to do is cover your ears.
But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a
drop of tear and remains in your heart forever ...
sometimes when u love someone very much, u'd have to go through every tear, every heartache, every pain...coz in the end, its not how much u suffered,
but how much u loved...
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| holla |
| 11.25.03 (5:34 pm) [edit] |
list'ning to...
champagne supernova
oasis
How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you when we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you while we were getting high?
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky
Wake up the dawn and ask her why
A dreamer dreams she never dies
Wipe that tear away now from your eye
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you when we were getting high?
Cos people believe that they're
Gonna get away for the summer
But you and I, we live and die
The world's still spinning round
We don't know why
Why, why, why, why
got two more cigz left here..
got a headache..
got problems..
got nothin..
got everything..
strange and ironic..
dull n melancholic..
solemn n sublime..
i dont understand why..
hehe
anyweis,
just woke up..4:21 pm here..doin my laundry..waiting for something exciting to happen the rest of the day..figuring out what to do on thanksgiving day..thinking about my bills to pay..smoking my 2nd to the last cig..dying to go back 'home'..missing my family, friends and relatives..basically just pondering bout the things i should and will be doin in the next couple of days/months/years...hehehe
*******
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| still the one... |
| 11.22.03 (6:57 pm) [edit] |
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still
brian mcknight
funny when you stop and think,
Time goes faster than you blink,
Nothing's ever like it was,
Boy we've got a special thing,
Youre the happiness it brings,
Is more than enough,
I know it's hard to believe,
Your still the biggest part of me,
All i'm living for,
I still think about you,
I still dream about you,
I still want you and need you by my side,
I'm still mad about you,
All i ever wanted was you,
Youre still the one, youre still the one,
It's hard to breathe when we're apart,
You're that sunshine in my heart,
I keep you here inside,
You've been everything to me,
You've been and always will be,
The apple of my eye,
And i know it's hard to believe,
Your still the biggest part of me,
All i'm living for,
If you love me, look into my eyes and say you do,
I've been waiting all my life for someone just like you,
Baby after all we've been through,
Boy i'm still in love with you,
And i want you to know, i do, i do,
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| i got this one from erlyn's blogs.. |
| 11.20.03 (8:07 pm) [edit] |
hehehe
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| the Last I LoVe YoU... |
| 11.15.03 (3:21 pm) [edit] |
A girl and a boy were in a motorcycle, speeding through the night. They loved each other a lot.
GIRL: "Slow down a little..i'm scared!"
BOY: "No,its so fun.."
GIRL: "Please...its so scary..."
BOY: "Then say that u love me.."
GIRL: "Fine..i love you..can you slow down now?"
BOY: "Give me a big hug.."
*The girl gave him a big hug...*
GIRL: "Now, can you slow down?"
BOY: "Can you take off my helmet and put it on? Its uncomfortable and its bothering me while i drive.."
The next day, there was a story in the newspaper. A motorcycle had crashed into a building becuase its breaks were broken. There were two people on the motorcycle, of which one died and the other had survived.
The guy knew that the breaks were broken. He didnt want to let the girl know because he knew that the girl would have gotten scared. Instead, he was told the last time that she loved him, got a hug from her, put his helmet on her, so that she can live..and died himself.
"loving sum1 is too risky, you give the most wonderful thing yet you still get gurt, you try to stand for it yet you fall, but then who says love in life is fair? it isnt... it never was..."
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| gud am peeps! |
| 11.15.03 (10:31 am) [edit] |
i just woke up..
that's about it..
nyahaha
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| 100 questions...for those hella-hella bored!!! |
| 11.14.03 (9:54 pm) [edit] |
:lol: 8)
*******SIMPLE QUESTIONS*******
1. FULL NAME: -------
2. NICKNames: tacoberts
3. HEIGHT: 5’2
4. EYE COLOR: black
5. HAIR COLOR: black
6. SIBLINGS: younger bro - j and younger sis - r
7. DO YOU LIKE TO SING IN THE SHOWER?: ahuh
8. DO YOU LIKE TO SING IN THE TOILET?: nope
10. ZoDIAC SIGN:
11. ADDRESS: CA
12. SEX: F
13. RIGHTY OR LEFTY: Lefty…
14. WHAT DO YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP?: commitment and honesty
15.HAVE YOU EVER CHEATED?: not technically hehe
16. DO YOU SMOKE?: yes..
17. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN DRUNK?: hell yeah
*******FAVORITE QUESTIONS*******
18. MOVIE: Matrix Revolution, The Count Of Monte Cristo
19. SONGS: recently been hooked with Blue Cantrell's Hit em up Style and Breathe
20. MODEL OF CAR: Black Toyota Echo 2002
21. BAND/SINGER: Creed, Coldplay, Oasis, Blue Cantrell, Dmx, Pharell, Side A
22. TV SHOWS: Will and grace
23. ACTOR: Hugh Jackman, Josh Hartnett, Keanu Reeves, Tom Cruise
24. ACTRESS: Halle Berry, Marissa Tomei, Angelina Jolie
25. FOOD: filipino and italian dishes
26. NUMBERS: 22
27. CARTOON: not really into cartoons..
28. DISNEY CHARACTER: lilo and stitch
29. BOOK: harry potter series
*******LOVE LIFE ETC*******
30. DO YOU HAVE A BF/GF?: nah
31. HAVE YOU EVER ARGUED WITH YOUR BF/GF: hell yeah
32: DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?: yeah
33 DOES YOUR BF/GF KNOW ABOUT YOUR CRUSH?: nah
34. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED SOMEDAY: of course...
35. HOW OLD DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU HAVE YOUR
FIRST CHILD: 27 or 28 hopefully?
36. WOULD YOU HAVE KIDS BEFORE MARRIAGE?: i hope not..hehe
37. HOW OLD DO YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU GET
MARRIED?: 27...same shit!
*****EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER)*****
38. MUSIC/TV: TV...there's mtv, BET and all those music shits..
39. GUYS/GIRLS: Both
40. GREEN/BLUE: Blue
41. PINK/PURPLE: Pink
42. SUMMER/WINTER: winter
44. HANGIN OUT/CHILLIN: hangin out
45. DOPEY/FUNNY: funny
*******ALL ABOUT YOU******
46. WEIRD SAYING YOU HAVE: ahmmn
47. WHAT SCHOOL DO YOU GO TO?: L.A.P.C.
48. HAVE YOU EVER TAKEN DRUGS?: w/c one? the
illegal? or over the counter? well, watevah..both then..
49. WHAT'S A MAJOR TURN-ON FOR YOU?: sense of style..weeh hehe
50. HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO ON A FIRST DATe?: a kiss will do? aight?
51. EVER BEEN HOSPITALIZED?: nah
52. WHICH 7 PEOPLE ARE YOU OPEN WITH AND TRUST
THE MOST?: toot toot toot toot toot toot toot
53. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF SOUL MATES?: hmmn, not sure if there's such a thing..
54. IS IT RIGHT TO FLIRT IF YOU HAVE A BF/GF?: not technically..but i think we can, socially..lolz and how's that?
55. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU CRIED OR GOT TEARY ABOUT?: ummm..hmmmm (sigh*)
56. WHAT'S SOMETHING ABOUT GUYS/GIRLS YOU JUST HATE: being vain and cocky...
57. ARE YOU HAPPY?: not fully happy tho..but i am in some ways..
58. WHY?: dont ask me that hehe
59. WHAT'S AN OBJECT YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT: cellphone
60. LOVE OR LUST?: Love baby yeah hehe
61. SILVER OR GOLD: silver
62 DIAMOND OR PEARL?: diamonds ...bling-bling
63.SUNSET OR SUNRISE?: sunsets
64. HAVE YOU EVER GONE SKINNY-DIPPING?: nope!
65. DO YOU SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS?: nah
66. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS?: yeah 4 in fact..
67. WHAT COLOR UNDIES ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?: white
68. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?: am at the office.
can't listen to any right now..unless i wanna
get fired..hehe
69. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER?: paybsikseytpor
70.WHERE WOULD YOU WANT TO GO ON YOUR HONEYMOON?: hmnn barbados? hehe
71. WHOM DO YOU WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH?: dunno yet
72. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?: lips...
73. FAVORITE SPORT?: volleyball, basketball, tennis, miniature golf, billiards..
74. WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: simple things..
75. WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU GONNA GET?: that one from missy
76. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS OR GLASSES? nah but i think i should already...
77. WHAT'S THE BEST ADVICE GIVEN TO YOU?: hmmn can't think of any rght now
78. HAVE YOU EVER WON ANY SPECIAL AWARDS? yeah, when i was in h.s. and elem. lolz
79. WHAT ARE YOUR FUTURE GOALS?: to stop smoking i guess hehehe
80. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN KISSED?: yeah
81. DO YOU LIKE FUNNY OR SCARY MOVIES BETTER?: funny
82. ON THE PHONE OR IN PERSON?: In person
83. HUGS OR KISSES?: Both...wats wrong with havin’ both? ;)
84. WHAT SONG SEEMS TO REFLECT YOU THE MOST?: hmmnn lemme me think..
85. IF YOU WILL DIE TOMORROW WHO WOULD YOU LEAVE EVERYTHING TO?: my sister i guess..
86. WHAT MAKES YOU ANGRY?: bitches
87. WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST FEAR?: dying young lolz thaz a movie heh?
88. WOULD YOU RATHER BE RICH OR FAMOUS? Rich... i could always be famous for being rich...
89. WHAT TIME IS IT IN ALBANIA NOW?: how the f#ck would i know? hehe
90. IF YOU HAD 24 HOURS LEFT TO LIVE, WHO WOULD YOU SPEND THAT TIME WITH?: family and ahmmnn hehe
91. HAVE YOU MET SANTA?: he's not even real mhan.
92. IF E.T. KNOCKED ON YOUR DOOR HOLDING UP A PEACE SIGN ASKING TO USE YOUR PHONE WHAT WOULD
YOU DO?: il take a picture of him first then he can use my phone hehe
93. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO THE PERSON YOU LIKED?: couple of hours ago...
94. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?: nope...i don’t lyk ‘em
95. WHATS YOUR EMAIL ADDRESS?: soul_searching22@yahoo.com
96. LAST TIME YOU WERE DEPRESSED?: can’t remember
97. ARE YOU AN ALCOHOLIC?: nah, i was tho..now, i am REBORN..hehe
98. WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?: sum1 from my friendster's list..
99. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THAT PERSON: nice and slow lol
100. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK?: i
guess...if they want...i really don’t care man!
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| read it. ull learn from it... |
| 11.12.03 (11:16 pm) [edit] |
THE FOLLOWING IS A CHINESE GOOD LUCK TANTRA TOTEM.
You may not believe in this but the advice is great!
Read all the way down, you might learn something!!!
ONE.
Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
TWO.
Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their
conversational skills will be as important as any other.
THREE.
Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want
FOUR.
When you say, "I love you", mean it.
FIVE.
When you say, "I'm sorry", look the person in the eye.
SIX.
Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
SEVEN.
Believe in love at first sight.
EIGHT.
Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who
don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE.
Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt
but it's the only way to live life completely.
TEN.
In disagreements, fight fairly. Please No name calling.
ELEVEN.
Don't judge people by their relatives.
TWELVE.
Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN.
When someone asks you a question you don't want
to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"
FOURTEEN.
Remember that great love and great
achievements involve great risk.
FIFTEEN.
Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.
SIXTEEN.
When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
SEVENTEEN.
Remember the three R's:
Respect for self;
Respect for others;
Responsibility for all your actions.
EIGHTEEN.
Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
NINETEEN.
When you realize you've made a mistake,
take immediate steps to correct it.
TWENTY.
Smile when picking up the phone.
The caller will hear it in your voice.
TWENTY ONE.
Spend some time alone.
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| 11.11.03 (11:56 pm) [edit] |
i miss my brother.. :(
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| and so it goes.... 4 bored peeps like me... |
| 11.11.03 (12:34 pm) [edit] |
1.Have you ever been in love? yup. once or twice. that's it.
2.How do you know its love? everything i do, see, hear..reminds me of that person.
3.What makes you fall? gravity hehe. well, personality of course.
4.What if your girlfriend/boyfriend is a bad
kisser? i don't care...pak dat.
5.What turns you on (at 1st sight)? smile, eyes, lips hehe
6.Are you the jealous type? opo :(
7.Body or brains? brains definitely
8.Do looks matter? just like what erlyn said, it counts..but not that much. i go for character
and personality..
10.The perfect date? as long as it's with the perfect guy..it should be perfect then.
11.What do you have that will make a person fall
for you? dunno
12.Do you still believe in courtship? hmm sometimes.
13.Flowers or chocolates? flowers
14.Kiss on the first date? hmm yeah..i guess..it depends..i dunno hehe
15.Sex on the first date? no no
16.What would you do if you find out
that your girlfriend/boyfriend is cheating on
you? hmm..that's fucking hard hehe..coz i usually tell my ex's that i wouldn't mind them having an affair.
just don't let me find out..ehehe coz that's something else nyahaha not that i dont care..i just realized that it's something inevitable.
17.Have you ever cheated on someone? nope. but il try dont worry if ever someone would cheat on me nyahaha
18.Fling or long term relationship? long term.
19.What do you think of holding hands in public? ok lang.
20.What do you think of kissing in public? ok lang den..not me though..ok lang pag iba.
ive tried it once here. wala lang, people dont care so i guess it's ok.
21.What if your girlfriend/boyfriend is a
smoker? i am a smoker myself..so?!! hehehe
22.Ever fell in love with a friend of the same
sex? no
23. What would a girl/guy have to do to win your
heart? hmm secret hehe
24. love song? il always love you..by michael johnson smthing? tama ba? rico used to
serenade me with that one. nyahaha pak dat.
25. sad love song? sad to belong.
26. would you answer this survey? NO. pak dat hehe
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| 11.08.03 (11:17 am) [edit] |
troubled...
confusion is gettin' me
to the verge of my sanity
lies are inevitable
testing the limits of my humanity
what i am now
is not what i chose to be
where i will go
is not where i wanted to be
who i am now
is not because that is the way it should be
just for once
let me be myself
not afraid of your curses
stabs and wounds have long been injured and
---accepted
perhaps, i should just follow wherever my life takes me
20 plus years of my existence
my purpose still unknown
i'll just take whatever it is that life has to offer
accept things as they are
maybe then, people would accept me as I am...
---marie francis
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